Thursday, April 4, 1968 started out as a routine day. It was a couple of days before my ninth birthday, and I was already looking forward to getting presents. I went to my fourth grade class at W.C. Bryant Elementary School, then after school walked my younger sister over to our grandparents’ house, a few blocks away at 61st & Larchwood.
Mom Mom, as we called my grandmother, had the usual after-school snacks and homework demands, and my afternoon progressed along the usual schedule: homework, cartoons on TV, the call from Mom Mom to come down for dinner, then settling on the couch with my grandfather to watch the evening news.
That’s when a routine day turned into one of the darkest nights in U.S. history.
While I was having dinner, Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. was stepping onto the balcony outside room 306 of Memphis’ Lorraine Motel. He, along the several aides, was on his way to dinner as well, at the home of a local minister. King was in town to lend support to striking sanitation workers, and was just finishing work on his sermon for Sunday, titled, “Why America May Go To Hell.” (A little factoid you may want to remind the Rev. Wright bashers this week.)
King was calling out to his driver that they were ready to go, when a .30-06 rifle slug ripped through his neck, slamming him against the wall and severing his spinal cord. By the time the civil rights leader slumped to the floor, aides were pointing in the direction of the shot – an image captured, and burned into our consciousness for all time. A sobbing Rev. Ralph Abernathy cradled King in his arms, while Andrew Young felt for a pulse.
“Ralph, it’s all over,” Young said quietly.
Toward the end of the news broadcast, Walter Cronkite announced that Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. had been shot by an assassin in Memphis. My grandfather hesitated on the couch a second, and then went ballistic. Never one to mince words, Pop Pop leapt to his feet and launched into a profanity-laced tirade that was a classic, even for him.
It was the government, he screamed, specifically blaming J. Edgar Hoover, head of the FBI. Hoover has had it in for blacks for years, and would kill King himself if he had the chance, he said. Even years after James Earl Ray had been tried and convicted as the lone gunman, Pop Pop stuck to his Hoover / government conspiracy theory until the day he died. I am still not convinced he was wrong.
For the rest of the evening, news reports and special bulletins filled the airwaves. Solemn-faced anchormen read the copy as images flashed across the screen: riots in more than 100 cities and towns, Black folks wailing in anguish, and a visibly shaken Bobby Kennedy delivering the sad news to a mostly Black crowd in Indianapolis.
There was no rioting, looting or fires here in Philadelphia – the appeal for calm attributed to several courageous citizens including Father Paul Washington and radio personality Georgie Woods. As Washington took to the streets of North Philadelphia to spread King’s message of non-violence in the face of injustice, The Guy With The Goods took to the airwaves in a marathon radio session on WDAS that featured gospel hymns from Louise Williams and many phone-in guests talking about what King’s legacy would mean to American history.
I listened to the radio that night for as long as I could stay awake. The next day at school, my teacher, Mr. Maginn, addressed the nearly all-Black class. There were tears streaming down his cheeks. One of those young, white, liberal dreamers of the 60’s, Mr. Maginn’s tie-dyed world of peace, love, and flower power had been shattered.
He said that while he could never understand the pain we may feel as Black people, he shared our pain that morning. He was hurt, he said, by the accusatory stares he had gotten from Blacks while on his way to work. Dr. King was one of his heroes, and he wanted to feel free to share his grief with his Black friends, neighbors, and students.
“They didn’t just kill one man,” Mr. Maginn told us, “they killed us all.”
School let out early that day, but there was none of the usual jubilation that accompanied early dismissal announcements. Even as elementary school students, we knew that this was not an occasion for celebration. They had killed a dreamer, a visionary, a spiritual leader, a saint, a prophet, and the moral compass of a generation.
They had killed us all.